I answer my phone
With not much to say.
Feeling pretty empty
I'm better off anyway.
Words come out wrong
My tongue seems tied.
Can't be myself as
My emotions hide.
Wanting to scream
Holding composure.
My vains begin to rise
Intense exposure.
I try to clear my mind
As the tears begin to fall.
I've completely lost it
My self-esteem and all.
Knowing whats good for me
He couldn't care less.
Feeling my head with nonsense.
Now a distraught mess.
I need to redeem myself
I guess I will today.
So I let him reach my voice mail
I'm better off anyways.
