Thoughts

Laying alone in my room,
I'm bored out of my mind.
I start thinking about you,
That maybe all of this is a lie.
That maybe we're going to last forever.
Or that maybe we're never going to be together.
But either way I know I'm thinking of you.
And that's what hurts the most.
Feeling you so close,
And at the same time a thousand miles away.
Having you,
And losing you right away.
My love for you is bigger than a thousand galaxies together.
But it doesn't really helps loving you this much.
Your ice-cold stare goes directly through my heart,
And it brakes it into pieces slowly each day.
Suddenly all my fantasies fade away,
But my love for you doesn't.
Each day it gets bigger,
And year by year it grows older.