One More Time

I cried last night because for you i care
its so hard facing the fact you may not be there.

will you be there to sit next to me and comfort me when i cry?
will you wipe every tear that comes from my eye?

my feelings for you are true
theres no denial
you are what makes me happy and smile

there is not a day where you don't come to mind
a place in my heart where forever your name i will be signed

forever in my thoughts i hold you deep inside
I'm not ready for you to leave we've barely begun the ride
thousands of emotions are tearing at my heart
i don't know what to feel because
you are gone forever

...i wrote this the night me and my boyfriend of 5 months broke up. he was my very first true love. no guy will ever compare to him, no matter how perfect they may seem. i loved him so much and i still do after a year and a half being apart. i recently have told him how deeply i still feel for him. he said he still loves me and he will always be here for me. i believe that. i believe him. hes my angel. but we will never be together again and i have learned to accept that. nobody will ever steal my heart like he did.