My Punishment </3

It feels as though you were never here.
Like its all in my head.
I dont remember your smile,
Your face,
Or even those eyes,
Passion and love,
Are wat they used to express,
Now i dont see them,
And mine just show destress.
I dont want you be just a memory,
I dont want to think wat if,
I dont want you to forgot,
How much i loved you,
You know that will never change,
How i much you did change me,
Manners and all the rest,
How much i truley miss you,
Do u miss me too?
Yet those questions will never be answered,
You wont be coming back,
Your with someone eles,
You say you love her too,
Thats wat hurts you know,
knowing i never ment a thing,
I was just a pawn in your little game,
And now you've repaced me,
Im broken and ashamed,
I shouldnt of believed a word,
Or fallen as fast as i did,
I fell inlove with you,
And this is my punishment.