Alone in the dark....I won't see you tonight playing in my itunes...
then i think of you....
I'm reminded of the first time you hugged me.... you told me to always hug you like you were a secret i held close to my heart...
now i wish i could hug you again.
Remember the first time we kissed?... i know i do, i was so nervous of you then, it was the first time we'd been a lone together... and you had me against a wall... i wish to be able to kiss you again
I remember the meets we used to have before i drove everywhere, the long walk that couldn't deter me... I remember your ambition to see me back then... i wish that fire was still lit within you...
I remember the games we played at your house... Secretly i'll admit to wishing for it to happen again. I remember when i was at my worst, you'd hold me close, and tell me it was going to be ok, and remind me to call you when things got so bad...
I remember your smile, your thrill, your persistent nature.
I wish i was the one you wanted again... not my friends but me for who i am
I remember you telling me you loved me for my flaws even though you still tried to change me....
I remember it all and now i cry...
there will be no more night time walks...
no more movies
no more hugs an kisses
there will never be a you and me....
Amazingly i remember all the times you'd yell at me saying the things i didn't want to hear... but i know you were always right...
I love you still and always will remember...
Its just a shattered heart and the memories that make me cry...
but you left me with something no one else could give me
**I'm aware this isn't a typical poem but i had to express this to stop crying so much**
