I couldn't believe it when it happened,
It was just too good to be true.
I used to wake up in the morning
And think I was still dreaming.
Well, maybe I was still sleeping,
Still imagining a world where I was loved.
A world where I was happy
And I didn't have to worry about anything.
I could roll out of bed and put on clothes.
I could eat anything I wanted.
I could snort while laughing.
I could cry and not be afraid.
But then almost as quickly as it all began,
It ended.
He stopped making me happy.
He started aggravating me
And he made me scared to cry.
I stopped eating and snorting.
I made sure I looked perfect.
And then, he was gone.
He is so far gone.
