Yell at me, knock me down
You get off watching me bleed
Hold me under, make me drown
Bask in my pain
You drain me of all feeling
You hurt me until I cannot breathe
Please do what you can to make me numb
So I wonâ??t feel it when you leave
When you leave me to be with her, don't wake me let me sleep
And as you notice me crying from the nightmares, please just let me scream
And as I fall for an eternity
Please do not reach for me
I can taste her when you kiss me
I can see her in your eyes
I can feel her when you touch me
I can hear her in your lies
And when you sleep next to her
With me in your dreams
Hot tears will stream down your face
Fear floods in as you call for me
And you wake yourself with your own screams
As you pray that you're still asleep
Fearing that this is real
Panicking once you've realize you've lost me
Your heart drops when you leave her and you still cannot find me
And when I laugh at you
And mock your stupidity
Why must you shift the blame?
When it is you who has been so cruel to me
Do you think your tears will make me forget
Forget that it was you who forgot me
Do you think they will bring me back
Do you think they will turn her into me?
Do not be surprised when I have no remorse left
Do not be surprised when I have nothing left
When I can't feel
When I can't heal
Because I have been stripped of everything inside
When I'm bitter and cold
So cold you feel chills running down your spine
It took me so long to realize that you thought of her when you looked at me
Now you can realize that's why I'm going to leave
