Time to go

I once felt this feeling before,
when i was young and didn't understand.
Leaving was something i was secretly scared to comprehend.
I kept it in until i couldn't lie anymore.

I am so used to living the way I'm used to
Going out of control,
living as if there were no rules,
I know its best to get out of this hole.

Now I'm leaving everything behind
and living such a different life.
I have so much on my mind,
wondering what things are gunna be like.

It's hard to say goodbye
to the ones that mean so much
It's gunna be wrong not being my mum mums side
we've lived together all my life.

It's not gunna be easy leaving my best friend.
After four years, she's like my shadow
We do almost everything together
Still swearing we'll be friends till the end.

Have you ever been in a situation
Where the best thing you can do
Was the hardest making decision
But you try to do whats right for you?

The thoughts are constantly entering and exiting my mind
I am unsure how to push them aside.
I want to keep then behind
and worry at a later stage.

Because now...it's time to go....