Maybe Someday..

I wonder what you see
when you look back at me.
A loner? Just another ugly face..
me? I see pity.

I wish I could change myself,
so that I'd be good enough for you.
It's easy to say,
but ten times harder to do.

If I could, I'd be your dream girl.
A perfect face, a perfect body..
Just perfect. Just yours.
But I'll never be yours.
You'll always need more.

When you smile at me..
what is it for?
Is it to tease me, taunt me..
or humiliate me even more?

Maybe you'll always look at me this way.
Just another dork who fell for you..
Who can't think of anything good to say.

Maybe someday you'll look back
and realize I wasnt that bad.
You could have done worse.