Lost friendship

She could of chose any guy
but she didn't
she chose him
she knew how i felt about him
it hurt more than anything
i became extremely depressed
but every day before school i put a smile on my face
no one noticed that the smile on my face wasn't true
except for him
one day he asked what was wrong with me
he said i wasn't myself
i told him that i was still in love with him

she never noticed that i wasn't myself
she never noticed that i was sad
all she cared about was herself

she tells me now that she is sorry
but i don't care
she hurt me more than anyone else ever has
and i thought that she was my best friend

but now it is her that isn't herself
but its not that she is sad
she isn't who i thought she was
she says mean things to people
she doesn't care about how anyone feels but herself
she is superficial and selfish
i don't like this new girl
and we can no longer be friends

i don't want to be friends with a superficial jerk
i don't care what she says anymore
because i am done with her
and i am done with her crap