You see me with my fake smile plastered on my face,
You see me and how I miss your warm embrace,
I never thought anyone could make me hate myself,
That I could live in a dark place like this hell.
When I see the tears I think of your face,
And how you left me in such a horrible place,
Your bright blue eyes that sparkle in the light,
Your voice that makes everything alright.
I can't believe I fell for your act,
Your blinding words made an impact,
You didn't know how you made me feel,
And you didn't know that the scars are real.
Now I hope you see that I did it for you,
And all of the pain you carelessly put me through,
So, yes I hope you hurt when you read this,
I hope it washes away all your unfit bliss.
I know you will read and not even care,
Because you think this is my way to give you a scare,
I know I have given you too many tries,
And I am over missing your pathetic lies.
