Fear

Is this time of peace
Just a reprieve?
Or the calm before the storm?

When our troubles did cease
In this time we didn't conceive
The doubts begin to swarm

Is it beginning or is it over
The darkness that fades away
Or is coming back soon?

Are we lucky like a four leaf clover?
Or will the pain come again someday?
Will our love bring about our doom?

We tried our best
We tried our hard as we could
We fought until the end

What if the energy that we did invest
Was less than we should?
And isn't enough to mend

Our broken hearts
Our aching souls
Our friendship on the rocks?

How to put together the parts?
On turbulent seas that ever roll
Will we ever reach the safe docks?

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to do
I guess I have to wait it out

The fear that comes from long ago
Taints a peace long overdue
To a relationship devout