Glory to god for those last two lines.
go back and read poems from a month ago, monique. look at how far you've come already because god hears you. god hears your cries and answers them.

i have a scar i see every single bloody morning. and it makes me never want to do it again because it's so fresh looking. and i think it's god's way of reminding me how far i've come. so you CAN beat this.