Jealousy, Kill Me

I hate what youre doing
won't you make this aching go away
you were my everything,
and i have lost my not only my lover
but my happiness, my best friend

i hate what you say
your words are so plastic and cold
strictly busisness; nothing more,
never again,
never for me

i hate the way you look at her;
nothing more than a f**k buddy
yet so much more than me
i wretch at the though you and her
never again your Beautiful will i be

i hate what youre doing
i was just beginning to walk again
when you ripped my crutch away
leaving me crippled and crumpled on the ground,
how familiar is this scene

(for zacksmith)