The world is a free place to be,
thats what they said to me, yet I find myself looking behind my every mistake,
and knowing that I cant stop my inevitable fate,
But I know of a boy who puts me in this place I'll call free,
who makes me smile and laugh until I pee,
He doesn't know exactly how much I care, or even how much he is my air,
and he doesn't know how hard it is to see, when he looks at other girl and not at me,
or how hard it is to live each day wondering if he'll ever go away,
or crying myself to sleep after a huge fight with him not understanding I needed him that night,
Its so hard for me to understand why he'll never see me for who I really am I'll just always be that girl next door,
that is like a door mat you put on the floor,
I'm walked on and not seen at all, but all I wanted was for him to be my everything, my all
so when you read this,
I hope you understand,
this poem is about a girl, who wanted to be seen And who wanted to be the only girl of his dreams.
