I didnt want to die.

As I lay me down to sleep,
I'd pray but I have no soul to keep.
The empty container in my hand,
Pills working down past my glands.

As I digest, So do they.
The effects kick in and soon I see,
This choice I made to set me free,
I no longer wish to keep.

A note by my bed told the truth,
Of how this death took place,
How no one knew, But
Its to late to turn back now.

The room so warm
As I turn cold.
Sheets pulled tight,
No help in sight.

To weak to move and try to call,
No one could hear me, Whats this...
My hearts starts to fall,
And eyes grow heavy.

Now I'm laying down to sleep,
As my life flashes and tears to seep,
From my eyes and down my cheek
O' Lord! I have no soul to keep.

Light forced to obey,
The darkness crowned.
Like the way it used to be
At night in town.

So this seems it as I sit alone.
Darkness all around, my permident home.
Tears don't fall, The dead can't cry.
Sitting alone I realize, I never wanted to die.