I Don't Know

I write these poems
To pass the time
To express my feelings
My happiness
My sadness
Even my anger
I don't know where a lot of these feelings come from
I don't know why I get them
I wish I could just stay happy
Like normal people do
Normal people don't get sad like me
They don't just think of something
And lose all happiness
Lose all their feelings
Wish that they were dead
I do
I wish I could die
I wish I could be with you
I wish a lot of things
But they never come true
I sit here alone
Sit here wondering
Do you really love me?
Are we meant to be?
I hope so
I hope that nothing will go wrong
I won't be able to hurt you
It would be worse for me
If I ever made you cry
I wouldn't be able to stop crying
I would be like a fountain
Just wishing
Wishing everything would be good
Wishing that the wishes would just come true
So I could be with you
So I could tell you how much I love you
It's too bad you're there
Too bad I'm here
I know it's not that bad
But I just can't help it...
Oh... there's a tear...
I wiped it off
But I still can't help it
I still can't help think about you
About everything that's happened
Not between me and you
But with everyone
I hope that it won't be the same
I hope me and you will last for ever
I hope that I can hold you till the end
Till we're old and gray
I hope that in a few years I'm still able to say,
"I love you, and it hasn't changed at all since that first day"

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