Lost (08-14-2004)

The long day is over and again
I have lost,
In the battle I am in
That nobody knows.
I have fought though scared,
And to run I wont
'Cause I am haunt by the truth
My own ghost have brought. . .
Now where am I to go?
Now what am I to do?
When places were blocked with
Shadows of you
And all things I have made;
I have done with you.

Dark night fills the room,
With myself alone.
Pondering why my mind compels
What my heart must show?
In the end I have thought
The pain that awaits,
In that long rough road
Whichever path I take. . .
So where am I to go?
So what am I to do?
If places were distant makes
Me far from you;
And no things were right to do,
To be there with you.

The dawn is breaking yet
The light seems fading,
For the soul that's empty
And a heart that's longing.
'Cause the more you stay close,
The more walls were set
Pushing my emotions out but
Only between my breaths. . .
Show me where to go?
Tell me what to do?
When dream is the only place
Where I can be with you,
Where no things can be made to ruin
What both our hearts can do. . .