The one I Love and The one I Hate

The one I Love and The one I Hate
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I was in a mess of life,
A big chaos because of love
One torturing me in the name of love
Another sacrificing for the sake of love

He is the sun who sliced in the dark clouds
And spilled out the rays of love over
Like moon glowing in sun?s reflection
I blush in his enchantment

But he forfeited his love,
For those whom he had to love.
Unlike the first who was adamant
To get the love that was never his.

The other, is the dark moon of my life
And claims himself as the sun
Like a crab,
He pulls me back to be melancholy

Trapped in his bullying
I lead a forceful life
I am proud about my lover
But upset about the other

The battle weakens my optimism
I die every moment here
But I want to live a life
Or die once for all, not every moment like this!