Cool of the touch
but thats not enough
baby deary give me your smile
let me paint you a picture in the sky
with my passion & intensity.
ill take your hand
and you take mine
walk to the sunset
of this lonely evening
but with you by my side
maybe my wounds will heal.
doubt is in your eye
as is mine
but your let in with your beauty
like your mine
but your not
i wish i could have you kiss me
and send me to sleep
with your cool touch
and I'll hold you close
Until the bleeding ends.
only this long i feel for you
but it don't hurt too much
for now.
theres always something more on my mind.
but my heart is longing for you.
and everything we ever had.
took my words did you?
my love is confusion now.
its like its not real.
cause you don't know.
& never will.
that key you took
did you know it was for my heart?
oh its hurting me now.
i feel it now.
but i can still smile
and laugh at your jokes.
its easy.
its called lying.
but my lies will never become the truth
without you.
are you really the answer to it all?
in my sleep i dream
of holding you in my arms
and hear you giggle in my ear
Until that vision fades with my pain.
memories of your voice are still with me
and always will be.
heart pounding with each tear
that fell for you my dear.
but my imagination can not black this 1 out
not no more.
as much as you have hurt me
you have saved me
from myself.
i gain pleasure from your smiles
as would anyone.
darling don't leave me in the dark.
please call my name.
and say its me who you want.
my happy spell is leaving
for now.
how can someone hold so much pain?
your words
bring shivers to my body.
now i feel ill.
from loving you.
will i ever get over you?
and tears threaten to escape
when i think of you forgetting me.
i love you and I've told you before.
but i know it makes no sense.
you can't possible feel for me.
i could cry cause its so intense
it is growing as i write.
and as i think of you.
to look deep into your eyes.
see that beautiful girl i fell in love with.
tears fill my eyes.
its coming out now.
all my thoughts poured out,
like the blood from my veins.
don't give up on me.
please I'm sorry to disappoint you.
or ever say a word out of line.
i hate to hurt you
or ever see you suffer.
what connected us is gone.
and i try so hard to bring it back.
but the past should stay the past.
tell me you smile Until your face hurts.
as i do.
and say you lay at night
with your mind full
then you think of us and smile.
as i do.
I'm begging you.
tell me i love you.
as i do.
never will i get to hold you
in my arms.
every1 is second best to you.
no one can replace what we have.
or what we used to have.
don't let go.
or I'll fall.
you may walk away.
but you will hear me choking
on my own blood.
and drowning in my tears.
you can do that.
if you can stand to see me suffer.
oh with each little words you say
you make me love you more and more
but i know you don't intend for it.
I'm haunted by your love.
like ghosts roaming around my mind.
your memories are a part of me too.
you share your life with me
and it feels like i have lived it too.
some times i feel like we're one.
our souls combined from what we had.
we had.
i must keep telling myself that.
its not the future.
i have to let you go.
but its hard.
so very hard.
it wasn't ended right.
nor properly
I'll just have to stare at your letter,
hold your necklace tight.
& Cherish what we once had.
