Was I the first and last?

I thought i was the one
The one you would take a bullet for
The one you would cry for
Now I wonder if it was all just for fun

Was I really the first person you called
As soon as you woke up
Because I was the first voice you wanted to hear
Was it really true

Was I really the last person you called
Before you went to sleep
Because I was the last voice you wanted to hear
Was that a lie

Ive found out about you and her
Now just tell me the truth
I cant handle anymore lies
I just need to know this one thing

Did you call her first
Did you also call her last
Was I your first call
And the last one