I try to avoid,
It seems like I cant,
Why thing became so complicated now?
What did I do wrong?
Why people keep treat me like this?
Am I just a body without a feeling?
Who am I to you?
If I am your friends,
Why you keep on stabbing my back?
You ask me
Why am I dying?
Who make me sad?
Who create my tears?
You should know the answer at those moment,
As you the one,
The one who destroying me
Killing me slowly,
While you are just happy,
I wonder why it must be me?
Why cant you let me be happy just for awhile?
I want to live in happiness,
I thought the scarified of my happiness before will bring me a real happiness now,
But I wrong,
No matter how hard I try,
The happiness are just temporary,
People blame me again and again,
Am I just a doll?
Why cant just for awhile you treated me like a human being,
A normal human being,
That have heart,
Feeling,
Wanted to be loved,
Just for awhile..
Does it impossible?
I wonder....
It just a dream,
And it will always be...
