Finlay dead.....
my heart stops beating and its hard to keep breathing and i open my mouth but no words come out. this pain i fell i cannot describe its like my body gave up and died. i have tired to hold it deep inside and make you see my good side. i have opened up like never before and in just one second u slammed the door. its an indescribable feeling i have your the only one and that makes me sad. i never thought i could feel this way and i never even had u u just blew away. you were an angel sent to me but i wasn't the guy u wanted me to be. I'm sorry for the trouble i i put u threw but in my heart i thought it was true. i may never win your heart at all but I'll always be there to catch u when you fall.
