Behind the Scenes

You never see my tears.
You never know I'm sad.
I always put on a happy face
To make you think I'm glad.

You never see the real me,
Even I don't know where she is.
I've been so many people,
I can't remember who she is.

I've no reason to be miserable,
But I can't help the way I feel.
I've traveled to so many different worlds,
I'm not sure which one is real.

I want it to be a different one,
But I'm pretty sure it's not.
No matter how far I run,
I'll always end up getting caught.

Caught by sorrow,
Caught by rain,
Every day
Is filled with pain.

No where to go,
No way to lie.
I think it's time
I finally die.