Constant suffering

This pain you have caused me to feel it still does not pass its been over a year now and still this constant suffering remains i have found someone else thats true but still you are always on my mind when I'm alone and hear a song i loved when i was with you it kills me inside will this pain ever leave my heart? or am i meant to keep it in my heart forever until the day i die do you know how badly you have hurt me you made me believe you loved me when..in the end it was all a lie you Lead me on to believe you cared but your words were nothing but a kind dream i thought one day could be reality but i was wrong i do care about the boy I'm with now but because of you i wont allow myself to love him as i loved you because of you I'm afraid to let anyone in my heart out of fear they'll hurt me as you did why is it me that must always endure this constant suffering because of you when I'm alone i cry alone and cant seem to stop for hours this constant suffering and tears you have caused tear my heart to shreds...</3