My Boy

There is a boy I would like to call mine.
But I cannot undermine these insecurities.
I love him with all my heart
It�s like a poisonous dart.

Makes me hurt and I want to die
But I only cry, cry, cry

I feel pain within my chest
It makes me unwilling to rest.

I love this boy.
I want him to be my joy.
Diminish all this fright
That is everlasting in the night.
I can�t help but feel it�s right.

This boy is my joy, my undying joy.
Maybe one day I will be with him.
Maybe one day he will be�My Boy.