Dreaming of day light
amongst a mid nights storm
crying to match the drops
smashing to the ground
watching memories fade
strengthening pain
from what never was
and may never be
screaming inside out
for one to hold to
feeling so invisible
to the world
unheard...
what is this curse
that darkness brings
ravishing every inch
of the brain
with tears that flood
a face sentenced
be ashamed
of what shows none in the day
please kill the night in vain
help loose temptations
that bring shame to its end
bring morning
before a new shadow
appears
let the ghost
of a wish
cradle this nights bed
(nights you lay in bed wishing and thinking, are so hash, when all you can do is cry your self to sleep...sometimes in life all the things you go through make you want what you cant have more and more, making you think of things you wish you could do and wonder what would happen if you did. Its times in life when what you want most is just someone... a shoulder, someone you know cares for you and that you care for them... and nothing less will do. Lately this has been every night. I dont want a prince charming or some perfect guy what I want most is the one person I dont have to worry what I say, that I can bring any where and not feel like its not right, and the sad thing is I know one person that this is what could be but right now its not gonna. here's wishing tomorrow night wont hurt as badly... time heals all wounds, I can only wish and hope this to be true.)
