Never Be The Same

Your words sting
More then any hits i take
It hurts on the inside
It wont be long until i break

You don't understand
How it makes me feel
When you pick her over me
Pain so intense, pain so unreal

Just by mentioning her name
Its like a dagger through my heart
Twisting and turning
Tearing me apart

And i try so hard
Just to not even care
Pretend it doesn't hurt
When your never there

And when we talk
The memories stir
About how things used to be
How great we were

How much we got along
Never ran out of things to say
But now every time
Awkwardness gets in the way

I try my best
To act cool around you
To make things normal again
Remind you all we've been through

I always hoped
We'd stay the best of friends
Because when i was lonely
You were the one in the end

That always tried
To make things right
But now nothings the same
And i cry myself to sleep at night

I'm trying now
To get over you
To just forget about everything
That i feel is true

This thing with you
Now feels like a game
I have to face reality
Things will never be the same