I just don't know what to do anymore.
should i befriend her again?
even after all those horrible things her said?
my instincts as well as my friends say no.
but then again
could i just simply forget?
forget about all the fun times we had?
with the inside jokes and many hours
spent laughing and crying together?
could i really just forget about the
girl i used to know?
that cared about me
and let her real feelings show?
but that girl does not exist anymore
at least not around me.
so i guess my choice is simple.
i simply move on and forget.
it shouldn't be too hard,
I'm half way there already,
and i have other friends to back me up plenty.
but then i still remember those fun times we had
and as I'm sitting here typing,
my mind is fighting.
for once not against another,
but against itself.
trying to decide if i should befriend her again,
if its worth it and if this time our friendship will truly mend.
i guess its up to her.
