I could see it right there in front of me,
it was the only thing that i really wanted,
yet everytime i tried to reach out for it,
i always seemed to have lost it.
my heart was shattered to pieces,
i felt that there was nothing left,
than just the fake smiles,
and the lack of sleep and rest.
so i tried to make things better,
yet i lost that battle too,
and second by second,
this all became even more untrue.
i cried my eyes out that night,
and i left my life behind me,
for i had to try and move on,
from all those bad times in my life i had seen.
i hid myself away,
i did this just for you,
but this was all only a dream,
so it will never really come true.
