What I want him to know

The tears that run down my face
The fears that never leave this place
The tried eyes
The way my heart dies
The feelings that never go
The sad me I don't show
This is my life.

The past events that haunt
The body I can't flaunt
The way you look at me with care
The way your never there
The smile thats fake
The tears that could make a lake
The memory's that are bad
The way I always feel sad
This is who I am.

The blood on the floor
The shut door
The sad song
The way I need you
The stupid things I do
The way I love you
I just wished you knew