Dream

I wake up
and I'm not screaming
for a moment i thought
that i was still dreaming

for once i wear
i short sleeved T
their were no scars
for people to see

i don't have to worry
about a sweater
i finally think
things are better

at school, its great
not a single fight
nobody asks
"are you alright?"

my lunch is mine
no one stole
and in soccer
i finally got a goal!

i get home
and theirs a note
have some fun!
my mother wrote

and their lies
her credit card
she handing it over
without a guard

i skip to the mall
'cause now i have friends
they welcome me in
to make amends

but just as i trip
my world starts to spin
and then i realize
its a dream I'm in

I wake with a scream
then a sobbing cry
my perfect day
had been a lie

how didn't i see?
my life's never that great
because existence
is what i hate

i guess it was nice
while it lasted
but into hell
I've been blasted