My heart that you broke still aches with pain..it cries for you in the dark blackened night and screams for you in the bright morning daylight did you ever truly care..,or was it all a lie from the start...? I feel as if nothing can heal this heart of mine you have so brutally torn to shreds did you feel nothing? as you..sent my heart to the grave?...i have felt it all from the start every stab of the knife you took to my heart... every tear you caused it to have....and every beat you caused it to skip ...but you...I'm certain you felt nothing...nothing for me never have you in the past and never shall you in the future..why?.....why did you hurt me so? did you laugh at me as i cried? did you watch me she'd my tears as you loved my best friend who was as a sister to me ? now its all to clear that because of you i am ....afraid..afraid to love ...afraid to let anyone close to me ..Ive tried and yet cannot fore i have not forgotten you and will never be able to do so i gave you my heart and forever shall it remain with you...whether you want it or reject it with me it would be nothing but a waste or pain...and tears..my heart you broke still remains..</3
