To Be

Each day I hit another wall,
Each day I fall,
But theres nothing I can do,
Except stop loving you.

If only you could see,
What I want us to be,
It's loving and caring,
But the time is wearing.

I know you don't care,
To me, your not being fair,
You don't care about me,
But I'd do anything for you to be happy.

You need to realize,
You should soon apologize,
But that'd mean you'd have to see,
Who you're appearing to be.

You say you just want,
To be my friend,
In some ways I wish,
This was the end.

For then I wouldn't,
Have this pain,
Being like this,
We have nothing to gain.