Why

Why do I push you away so much,
Why are you always their,
Why are you always right so much,
Why do you even care?
Why do you all seem to love so much,
Why cant I do that?
Why do you all seem so nice...so much...
Well i definatly cant do that.
But why cant I do that,
I already know I could,
Its wierd, these thoughts that run through my head,
But you already know I would.
Its sick the way you smile,
It makes it all worth while,
Im sorry I hate you so much,
Your heart, your soul, your touch.
But nothing in this world,
Could let me let you go,
And nothing in this world,
Is ever going to let me go.
So why do I push you away so much,
Why are you always their?
Why are you always right so much,
Why would you ever care?