Which way should I go?
Left, right, straight, or should I turn back?
It's like a world where no one knows
Pain Or Love; it was so empty-looking.
I decide to turn right,
And I see all the boys who I've ever loved.
Only it wasn't ALL the boys, but it was ONE.
I saw myself dancing with one boy,
And when I saw his face, I smiled as my heart melted.
He could still make me feel like jelly.
And my heart beats faster and faster as I saw him come closer to me in the image.
And when I see the way He looks at me with those passionate brown eyes,
I just KNOW he loved me the way I loved him.
After all the pleasurable smiles and giddiness,
I end up back where I started.
Then I decide to take a left.
And these long films of memories start to play.
It starts with one where I'm crying someone's name out;
It was a painful, heartbreaking cry. It almost made me want to jump out of the room.
But when I heard 'Rio! Why did you DO this to me?� I stayed put.
I looked at the girl named Rio. She looked so innocent when she smiled. But then she scoffed at the heartbroken Qistina and left the room.
I just saw myself sit there, crying out 'Why would she do this to me?�
And when I saw my tears fall to the pavement, I felt that huge pang of pain, and I left the room.
When I get to the main room again, I immediately go straight. And I see things that aren't so familiar, but rather puzzling.
I see myself in a white dress with a veil hanging down my back.
My mother is behind me and crying.
When I try to move and comfort her, she says
'No! Stay there! Ugh I'm so jealous ... You're getting married today!'
And then I realized that was why I was wearing the white dress.
When I accidentally said 'Oh' out loud, the images fast forward to the wedding kiss.
And the man I marry is the one I danced with when I first fell in love.
I actually find it funny how Rio is my maid of honor. We must've forgiven each other.
When I realized that, the images start to ship shape again,
And I see me smiling down at a just born baby, with my husband next to me.
I hear myself name the baby Nami Nelisa.
And when my husband hearts her name, he smiles down at little Nami and says
'Hello there Nami-chan. Welcome to the world'.
After that,
The room lightens up and blinds my eyes.
When I open my eyes again, I am in my room.
Sitting up in my bed, still a pre-teen who had another weird dream.
