The misery comes back as I see you there
So close to me but so out of reach
You mean everything to me
But I feel you crawling away
You tell me you miss me
But then why didnt you stay
When I felt my heart numbing again
Its probably all in my head
But I need you right now
I keep waking up from a deep sleep
Half smiling, half awake
You mean so much to me
I dont even know what to say
Now that youre taking over me
Do you even know youre doing it at all?
If I let you in, will I trust you enough to knock down these walls?
Im not sure anymore
Because youre the only place that feels like home now
But I feel like every time you leave, Im back on the ground
I cant pull away and you cant turn around
If misery needs company then its you, I need
And if misery really needs company then its me, you need
Falling back asleep, half smiling
I know youre out there somewhere
I know you care some what
And I will forever be there for you
Til the sparks fade away
