Rarvings of the Mind

Don't talk to me
Don't try to understand
Don't talk to me
And try to say its OK

I am your servant
Bending to your every command
And i hope what comes around goes around
Cause karma's gonna get you bad

And at this moment i am hating my self
there nothing i can do as you pull at my self esteem
and tear holes in my heart

And i hate you and i love
and i wish you would die
so why do i feel guilt at the thought
when if i ended my life you would lose a wink of sleep