Ashamed

by Gracee   Jun 30, 2008


I have moved on from you.
Yet, I still love you too.
Why can't you leave my mind.
I find myself thinking about you all the time.
Maybe something is wrong with me.
I just feel we were meant to be.
Don't get me wrong i do love my boyfriend.
But I really don't see why our relationship had to end.
Was it something i did?
You just treated me like I was some kid.
I still don't see what happened to us.
Was breaking my heart a must?
I really did fall for you harder than anyone.
You know we could've had fun.
I guess you just didn't fall for me like I fell for you.
I just think to myself, oh no that can't be true.
For you my guard was down.
You hurt me with barely making a sound.
I still cry some nights.
And I look in the mirror, ashamed at such a sight.
I think that i shouldn't be like this.
But it's you I really miss.
You hurt me, so why do i still care.
Man I just wanna pull out my hair.
You hurt me soo bad.
Now i have to act like i am not sad.
When the truth really is i am crushed on the inside.
But to me you always lied.
Did you mean it when you said you loved me.
Us just was never meant to happen, to be.
I am ashamed when I think about you.
I think, do you think about me too.
Have you moved on, have you forgotten me?
Me forget you, psh I guess you can't see.
One day, you will leave my mind.
Man why can't that day come sooner in time.
I just can't forget you yet.
Because deep in my heart it is set.
I wish you would leave my heart, forever.
But that will happen, never.
For now I am moving on.
But I am never far gone.

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