The begining

When i put the razor to my wrist

the blood slowly drips

i think of the idiot I'm with

then realize he hasn't noticed me

Ive been depressed and dark

but he never questions my behavior

i blow him off and i do things to piss him off

but he hasn't noticed yet

he pays attention to her more

her treats her like she his world

but he says he loves me

sometimes i wish she would leave

but she is like my sister

i dint want to lose her friendship

but hes pushing me n her apart

i don't know if i love him or if i just say it

he has no clue about the things i think about

HE IS CLUELESS ABOUT THIS RELATIONSHIP

and he needs to open his eyes and notice me

be for i go off the deep end

i love u all if i die just remember who i was single