A raped girl

First of all thank you for reading this message sent to you from god through me.
I AM SORRY.I AM SORRY.I AM SORRY. I AM SORRY.
I am not just saying that, I feel your pain. As a father to a daughter, as a brother to a sister, as a son to a mother, as an uncle to a niece, I will not wish this on my worst enemy. I know it is a time of pain, hurt, loneliness and betrayal. You probably don�t want to speak or see anyone at this time so do some reading. I know it looks bad in the eye of �John public�. Forget �John public�, what is important is that you are still alive. You might say so what, I might be better off dead but you are not and very much alive. That in its essence means a lot, that you are given a second chance in life.

I AM SORRY. I AM SORRY. I AM SORRY. I AM SORRY.
Telling you that there is some good in all this, is crazy. Is like asking you to find a needle in a hay-stack but the needle is there. With God�s help you can find it. Trust God and yourself, no one else. You will find it not today or tomorrow but keep searching. I know you will find it someday. Asking you to forgive at this time will be hard but remember they crucified Christ and he forgave them. They took a precious part of you but they didn�t take your soul.
It is a little long, the message that is, but it was meant for you. HEAL !! HEAL.TAKE YOUR TIME AND HEAL!!!
AMEN.