Im Really Leaving

It just now hit me
I'm really leaving
I prayed it wasn't true
I prayed i was dreaming

Then the day came
Faster than what I imagined
....it hurts
why cant this all be pretend?!?!

Why cant I just wake up?
Why is his dream still haunting me?
...it hit so fast...oh so fast
it just cant be

it just now hit me
I'm not dreaming
and no matter how much i prayed
...I'm really leaving