Am I wanted? (rap)

**This is towhoever feels the same as me**

Why must everything I do haunt?
Is it because I live in a world of taunt?
Maybe cause I am not good enough
In this world. Maybe I'm not that tough.
But you know that life is rough.
They say I gotta deal with this stuff.
Question now is how? I dont think i can.
I'm sure no girl would want this man.
I wish I could be the best, but honestly I'm not.
At this love game I give it all I got.
But in the end it feels as if I have gotten shot.
Feels unwanted so I will try to leave,
But family tells me I just gotta believe.
Well I have for thirteen years and shit.
This is to damn crazy. I just dont get it.
3 months of my life I had it straight,
But after the fight the love just turned to hate.
Well if god wished for me to descriminate,
He got it. I am all full of humiliate.

Unwanted I wish for love,
But nothing is what I'm made of.
Still think I'm the best I can be?
When I have people walking over me?

Stayin up every day, every night, week after week,
I live in fear that I have turned bleak.
I wish for my ex, her initials are CHW, no name,
But baby you now that without you it itn the same.
When I'm lonely, i put on our song, Wait for you.
Because I can not think of anything else to do.
I thought but nothing comes, so I'm not loved.
It's like my life is code thats leather gloved
For safety but honestly it doesnt work. Im still hurt.
Like my heart has been crushed and burnt.
Feeling so down, I feel like I am all around wrong.
I'm sorry that I am breaking down in this song.
It's been a long time since I cried,
But still at least I have tried.
When I feel I have died,
I never have lied. So when you read this,
Think of me. Of our first kiss.
Cause now I am all but taunted,
So it makes me think, Am I wanted?

Unwanted I wish for love,
But nothing is what I'm made of.
Don't think I'm the best I can be
I wish people wouldn't walk over me.

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