I let myself believe he wouldn't hurt me that was a mistake i knew i should not have trusted him nor anyone else with my heart when the outcome would be it getting shattered like so many pieces of my soul scattered across time...i made the mistake of trusting someone and in the process condemned myself to hatred, sadness, and heart-ache...now because of my mistake i feel i cannot trust anyone nor myself...for the exact reason that is simple.....I hate myself and can never trust my own judgment.....Ive lost myself..in the darkness of my hatred for myself..</3
