My skin is forever demented.
lines are permanently slashed across my wrists
random spots of burned skin is permanently there forever.
nicotine is in my blood, from the burn of cigarette put out on my wrists.
but why?
what for?
why do i give myself this harm and pain?
i give it to relieve from the other pain and worry and stress put on me.
the worst pain of it all is, your ripping of my heart is permanently placed forever deep within me.
