I am nothing

I have been suffering a lot
From this loneliness and carelessness
It is like choking me with a rope's knot
Or killing me with a bullet's shot
I am always thinking about death
About cutting my breath
To be away from this torture

No one feels me
No one cares about me
No one understands me

I am alone, away from people on my own
No one can hear my deep moan
I was hated and overthrown
I became so mysterious, so unknown

I am nothing, I have no existence
Am far away from whom I love
And I can't bare this distance
I hate my life, I despise subsistence
But I need some help, need some assistance
Don't I need some care?
All I need from you to be more fair
It is all I need I swear
To get me out of this despair