Argue with myself over him

You know you love him.
But he doesn't love me.
He doesn't even know I exist.
He will someday.
No he won't.
Yes he will.
He's not worth it.
Yes he is...I know it.
How would you know it cause I certainly don't.
Well you will because deep down he loves you.
No he doesn't and he never will.
Don't give up on him.
I have to.
No you don't have to.
Yes I do because he likes someone else.
Thats only to make you jealous, he loves you.
He'll never love me, have you seen what I look like?
Yes I have because I'm looking in the mirror.
Me too, and we're the same person.
Just two thoughts.
I still have to let him go.
No you don't.
Yes I do.
Don't give up on him.
I have to because I know he'll never love me.
You don't know that.
Yes I do.
How?
I see the way he looks at other girls.
What about when he looks at you.
Its different...like I'm not the other girls.
Because he looks at you different maybe that means...
...What that I'm weird.
No, that he likes you.
He doesn't like me...no one does.
Yeah...I know two people that like you.
My parents?
No...well yeah...but...what happened to the O and the T.
Of what?
The COT's...
Yeah but their my best friends & they know me for me.
Why don't you let him get to know the real you.
Because he would never give me the time of day.
Maybe if...
...if what...tell him I'm madly in love with him...
No...
...then what.
Let him be your friend.
That won't work.
Why not?
Because...he doesn't want me to be his friend.
I'm not gonna argue with you anymore...
...does that mean I win?
No...it just means that you're stubborn.
*sigh*