What do i do now.?

Give me a reason..
Cos I'm loosing faith..
In all i believed in ..
Since you went away..

Smiles arnt worth faking..
People still know..
They can tell my hearts aching..
Cos i cant let you go..

I was a fool.
Didn't realize then..
But now i do..

If only i had held on a little bit stronger..
You might have stayed .. a little bit longer.

If only i knew..
I would lose you..

If only i had known
Soon you would go..

Maybe.. you would still be here..

I spend my time hurting..
My self..inside..
Wats to live for ..?
Now you have died?

No one is helping..
They say be strong.
But whats the point.. if in the end it goes wrong?