Stay

Another shiver, another tear
The way his face changed
along with my biggest fear
I cried wishing things to be unchanged

Barely no words were spoken
Just a whisper, in my ear
How my world was suddenly broken
A moment before my life being clear

I ran after his car
Screaming and crying
My heart aching and in for a scar
Couldn't stop that part of me from dying

Trying to block the pain
I sat there for hours
trying, but it was all in vain
Love lost that once was ours

I tried drugs and drinking
I tried endless sex
My pain slowly shrinking
Made me believe you're just an ex

Good times gone and lost
Buried and hidden
It was a line not to be crossed
Oh, how I wish that you didn't

What's there to do?
What's there to say?
When all I think, is you
And wishing you'd stay.