Goodbye:(

by Lelit   Jun 1, 2004


I cant be friends with u no more
thats what your mom and dad
had told me

now the only thing
i lived for is gone
my tears sting
cause there's none

I'll pass by u
everyday in school
but if only u knew
how much i feel like a fool

i didn't know your parents read your email?!?
so they know every detail
and now they say
that they don't want me to have contact with u
and the only reason is cause my life's so gray

they know how sad i am
damn
they know about me getting raped
they know me bout cutting
and how my body-i scraped

now its over
the only thing god gave me
is gone
and now i sit here with none

no friends
thinking bout all the ends
no family

now i don't know
should i just go?
cause your the only reason I'm living
and the happiness that u had bin giving

now its all stress
god was who i used to bless
but now...i cant..wow!?!

i didn't image this day would come
and i would sit here
cant feel my body its numb
but now..now its all clear

we cant have contact no more
the one i adore
we cant be friends no more
your parents thought i ruined your life
but i think--it was cause of YOU that i held that knife
you ruined mine
and thats something I'll never be able to define

now this is how I'll put it...

I'll leave now
cause there's no way i could do it without u..
i ask my self how??
I'll die
and all i have to say now is goodbye

~hey i'm 13 and this happened today..and please comment.~

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  • 19 years ago

    by Lucy

    hi i know ive just rote but i wnted 2 say sumthink 2 ..AngelWings1614.. i read ur coment and i rele feel deeply 4 u, and lelit 2. im so sorry about u getin raped, it makes me upset thinkin of how u handled it all and coped with the pain and the fear of steping outside agen and things. i think u r both rele brave, so take care now. my email is i_love_ant69@hotmail.com email me if you want 2 talk.

  • 19 years ago

    by Lucy

    hi! your poem was really great! it was so emotional and brought tears to my eyes! i no parents can be a pain sumtyms but ya hav 2 liv wit it, i mean ive been thru sum bad tyms wit frends 2 and i no its painful it rele is, but cuttin urself isnt the ansa. im glad 2 hea uve stopped, rele glad infact. if any1 hea self harms them selves plz stop! i will admit i have neva dun it b4 i dont hav the courage 2 but i no ppl hu hav, and it causes more problems with the family. u myt think ur makin urself betta but ur just digin urself a deeper hole in2 bein upset. but a fantastic poem, well done, take care, luv lucy xx

  • 20 years ago

    by Lelit

    lol...ya parents can be really weird..and i stopped cutting..but like if u r a cutter then STOP..cause i can bet that u will anjoy life even if ur sucks:( soo if ur life sux ur makin it worse i found that our right after i stopped!

  • 20 years ago

    by Lelit

    thanx!! now its really annoyin cause hes always happy and laughin and i'm like all sad and sh**.. soo ya..

  • 20 years ago

    by Lelit

    kk..i'll email u wen i get a chance and everyone else!

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